"I decided that I was a feminist. This seemed uncomplicated to me. But my recent research has shown me that feminism has become an unpopular word. Women are choosing not to identify as feminists. Apparently, [women’s expression is] seen as too strong, too aggressive, anti-men, unattractive."
I hate every single ounce of you.
I used to think everything was okay. The way you treated me was okay. The way you made me feel was okay. If you hurt me, that was okay. If you made me cry, that was okay too.
But no. It’s not okay. It’s not okay how you make me feel worthless. It’s not okay how I spend hours crying from your actions. It’s not okay for you to treat me like this.
And furthermore, it’s not okay for me to treat myself like this and allow you to do things like this to me.
So no. I am NOT okay. I am not okay with you pushing me around. I am not okay with you ignoring me. I am not okay with you at all.
How is it fair that I’m the one crying at home, while you’re drunk with all your friends? What am I doing wrong?
Not even mad, just hurt.