Someone should just order pad thai or fucking pizza to my house because i’m sad as fuck right now.
Must be my bed in the near future.
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Burden and stress was constant on her back. Another brick, another ton, what did it matter anyways? The mental weight piled up until she could not carry it any longer. She set the worries and concerns aside and lived carelessly, foolishly. All play and no work made her a dull girl. Who wants someone unskilled, lazy, useless? Who wants to capture the stars and moon for someone who did not even dream of them?
One by one, her friends flew away off to better and bigger things. And so, she was alone, lost without any direction. But what use was direction if there was no destination anyways? And so, she cleared the clutter: the booze, the drugs, anything impure. She thought long and hard. Where did she truly want to go? Who did she want to be?
It is foolish to think that dreams are incapable. Without dreams, people are lost. People have nowhere to go. People have nothing to act on. Anything is possible. It takes time, effort, commitment, and perhaps that is what she was truly afraid of.
She began carrying burdens and stress once again, however, with a new attitude. They were now opportunities, things that could advance herself in life. She courageously welcomed that extra hour of work, that extra pile of papers. She sacrificed time and a few friends along the way. But in the end, she got what she wanted. She worked for her dreams.
And that is how her body flourished with wings. Angels are not meant to stay on the ground.
I guess the real question is, don’t you care? Like, at all?
You know what sucks? Knowing you love someone so much, knowing that you’re willing to sacrifice anything to make them happy, knowing that you would put them before yourself and not getting the same treatment back. Anyone can say three simple words, but it takes a truly strong person to live up to it. Ugh, I don’t know. You’re thoughtless and careless sometimes and it just breaks my heart. How can you be so inconsiderate of my feelings? How can you just sit back and let me act this way. Will you never take things into your own hands in this relationship? I’m tired of “going with the flow” because you can’t just let life happen to you. A relationship doesn’t just happen on it’s own. You make it work. I make it work. It’s a two way street.Jesus Christ.
Care less, hurt less. Is this how the world works? Pathetic.
Man, you drive me fucking insane sometimes.
I absolutely hate it when my friends, especially my close ones, are distraught by problems and I can’t do anything to cheer them up or offer them solutions.